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SurgeonfishFour poems from Surgeonfish: "Mukilteo Ferry," "Italy: Singing the Map," "Even the Stones Have Names," and "Canon" Mukilteo Ferry After the long drive north, relentless the traffic, relentless the heightened news of yet another alert after each car, each truck, has clanged from dock to steel-plated deck and parked,and I get out to stand at the stern – light wind, clouds breaking, and the quaking of tethered engines, beyond this iron chain the dark water churning – without warning, the cloak of a great calm descends upon me, like the very word “upon” – the way it slows the sentence down – a measured word, hinged – the way fish, in their inscrutable expressions, hang immobile, as though rooted each to its own place – and I enter again into the beneficence of the world of water whose rhythms will not be hurried into whose covenant, under the ancient composure of stars, we pull anchor and begin to sail. Italy: Singing the Map Varenna, Ravenna, Verona: listen! Each day the same call for vespers, the same church bells--five, or six, or seven--shifting places and rhythm, the way each name (Carerra, Ferrara, Volterra) can be rung like a chord--dominant, tonic, subdominant--each village diocese superimposed over the lake. Phonics (Bellamo, Milano, Lugano) like beads on a rosary; hallowed, the sounds the tongue makes of experience, echoing. One needs practice, though, and alertness. What if Augustus (Assisi, Brindisi, Frasassi) had tried to exchange Ichia for Carpi, instead of Capri? What if you, trying to get to Merano, its castle, started out for Murano? You (Cortona, Cremona, Crotone) would enjoy the museum of glass. Perhaps it's the same as with fauna and flora: that one subtle accent-- glossy or dull black cap (Arezzo, Tremezzo, Bomarzo)--telling us Marsh Tit or Willow Tit. Hidden, the presence of gills distinguishing Amanita from Puffball. It's serious business, this verbal bouquet: each village, each town (Geranium, Chrysanthemum, Delphinium) proud of its own unique chromosomes. Each village, each town, a place (Laglio) that just might (Menaggio) try to elope with your heart (Aureggio). Learn to sing its name. Love it well (Bellagio). Even the Stones Have Names Here is where we live, I'm pointing (Harald translating). Mountains, here where it's green, east and west of our city, no more than an hour's drive to go skiing, or to the beach, and Eugene has just about everything: opera, ballet, health foods, tofu (all week I've been planning this scene), and here is Tucson. My mother lives in Tucson. Here in Arizona. (I've brought the map with me, pictured this route to sharing our lives, in Finnmark; something to offer Harald's mother, Kristine.) Three days by car, to Tucson, it's that far away. But she was born in Michigan. That's even farther. My sister's in upstate New York. And here is Illinois, the place I'd dream of, if I dreamed of home. I grew up in town, and Ralph, on an Iowa farm his sister's keeping going. Our daughter's in Italy, working. She's fine. We try not to worry. This scene, just as I envisioned, back home in Eugene. But something else has been added--our week with Harald and Britt, with Kristine--and without warning, between us, invisible, swaggering, there for all of us to see, that old assumption: it's natural, leaving behind our family, our home. Yesterday Harald took us past the birches he used to get lost in--between his mother's house, where he was born, and the house his father's brother built (now his own)--green leaves deeper than green, full of midnight sun, and a tangle of flowers I'd never dreamed survived here--took us down to the river to fish. Past the place the German army, retreating, burned the turf hut where his mother was born. Past the salmon nets--all those centuries leaning into the current, rows of wooden poles bedded in Sami tradition--and past the creeks whose mouths on the Tana have always offered fish whose names Harald told us, and told us, Here in Tana, even the stones have names. Yesterday, the sun on our backs, with Harald and Aslak and Siri, the sun off-center, each moment was full of forever. This map was a way I thought we'd meet each other. This map is a stone in my heart. Canon Close as a secret Jones Hole Fish Hatchery keeps between itself and shores of Green River, there's a canyon tucked under a sky so high only one red wall at a time sees sun. Last week, five hours the only human around, I followed that course: Jones Creek eternally baptizing watercress; cottonwoods' gold confessing my feet; my soul expanding, expanding, no words could have contained it. No echoing nave. No dome. The trail register asked for remarks. "Beautiful," "Great," "Stupendous," some said. "Better than Zion, without the crowds." It was time to go home. Yet one caught the last of the sun: "All this earth, and I, a creature on it." Benediction ringing each step back to the car. Company, all that long drive back to town. |